I just saw a motorcycle accident literally in front of my eyes about 2 hours ago, it scared the shit out of me and now I'm even more determined to live my life to the fullest and just be happy. Not sure what a "bucket list" is...

List of things I really need/want:

+ Pink external hard drive
+ Surround sound system & DVD Player
+ Pink Sony Portable DVD player (?)
+ Guitar Hero for DS
+ MP4 Player (?)
+ Animal Crossing game on Wii
+ New TV for my room
+ The complete Friends season DVD box set
+ More DVDs
+ Twilight Journals (10th Oct)

+ Nude high heeled shoes
+ YSL Touche Eclat
+ Chanel Inimitable Mascara (I don't think they sell these anymore though >.< must find out)
+ Mac Mineralize Skinfinish in Petticoat or So Ceylon (limited edition collection me thinks)
+ Body Shop body butters
+ NYX lip sticks + lip glosses
+ New bottle of Dior Addict
+ A vibrating mascara

+ A Car!!!
+ A relaxing beach holiday
+ Pink beanbag
+ Desk chair
+ Also need another wardrobe/cupboard for my clothes and shoes...

I can't remember the last time I had a proper driving lesson, maybe at least 3 months ago I think. This guy I know who knows my parents as well bought a Micra recently and because it's insured under my dad's name, he's kept it parked outside my house for the last few weeks. Since last week my dad's been giving me driving lessons and I've loved it! I feel sooo much more relaxed and comfortable when I'm driving with my dad than when I'm learning with my usual instructor. I've been driving to work at the pub, and on Saturday I drove to Comets in Greenwich to buy a new TV. They had a really good bank Holiday deal going on, £300 for a 32" Toshiba, and I chose a stand which was £80, but was 10% off because I bought it with the TV ^^ My dad ended up buying a massive 50" LG TV, we had to put both the TVs and stands into the back of my dad's car, which the bf was driving. I'm hoping I could drive to Curry's tomorrow after work to look at a Samsung DVD and surround sound system for £170, I wanna go all out! LOL At the moment I'm borrowing the bf's old DVD player, but I really want my own one!!!

I was planning to go on holiday at the end of September, but now I'm thinking I might need an extra few more weeks to save up, especially if I'm planning to get a new DVD player, or I could just wait till after the holiday I guess, just being greedy =p lol Planning to go watch Final Destination 4 on Wednesday, wooooo!

I sort of tidied up my room today, and have finally made a list of the books which I want to get rid of. I don't know how I will go about it, selling them on e-bay, car boot sale, swapping them online or whatever, but here is the list anyways if anyone is interested.

High Society - Sarah Mason
Momzillas - Jill Kargman
The C Words - Mark Mason
Start From Here - Sean French
The Adultery Diet - Eva Cassady
Breakheart Hill - Thomas H. Cook
Ready or Not? - Chris Manby
The Love of My Life - Louise Douglas
No Dress Rehearsal - Marian Keyes (short novel)

I've read all of these books myself, and they didn't really appeal to me so I will not be keeping them. I still have about a dozen more that I haven't gotten round to reading, some might possibly go as well once I've read them.

My day off tomorrow, YUSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! I'm so looking forward to it and I hope the weather will be nice! Planning to do a bit of shopping, go to the bank (ASOS.com are having a MASSIVE 50% off SALE!! >.<), then later on in the evening go for a meal and then to the cinemas (Orange Wednesdays!!) with a girl friend ^^ Not sure what to watch though, what good films are out at the mo??? I was thinking either Public Enemies or Ice Age, although I've heard the former is not that good and is major longggg. I've never really been a big Ice Age fan neither, so might just have to be Public Enemies (and cos Johnny Depp looks major hot in the film I think!!).

Will do another post maybe tomorrow if I have some free time, to post up some pictures from my Birthday party last weekend; I'm 21 now eeeeeeeek! lol I don't feel 21 though, and certainly don't look it =D

List of things I really need/want:

+ Pink external hard drive
+ Pink Sony Portable DVD player
+ MP4 Player
+ Animal Crossing game on Wii
+ New TV for my room
+ The complete Friends season DVD box set

+ Nude high heeled shoes
+ YSL Touche Eclat
+ Chanel Imitable Mascara (I don't think they sell these anymore though >.<)
+ Coastal Scents 96 piece eyeshadow palette
+ Mac Mineralize Skinfinish in Petticoat or So Ceylon
+ Body Shop body butters
+ NYX lip sticks + lip glosses
+ New bottle of Dior Addict

+ A relaxing beach holiday
+ Also need another wardrobe/cupboard for my clothes and shoes...

The shoes I need to get from Debenhams for my Birthday are still sold out!! If they don't come back in stock by the end of this week, I'm so f*cked lol Going to be quite busy for the next couple of weeks, need to pop into the Job Centre tomorrow (for the last time hopefully!), then go get a hair cut and maybe colour, then meeting the BF in in the evening to go see TRANSFORMERS 2!! Even though it's only just come out on Friday, it seems as though everyone has seen it?!

Got work on Thursday at the pub, Friday I'm working at the cab office 7am till 4pm, then at the pub from 7pm till 1am; hope I won't be too tired that day, 15 hours I'm going to be working..! OMG it was so hot today in the office, on the clock it said it was 30 degrees celsius inside the room, I felt like I was melting in there, I can't remember the last time it was that hot >.< Let's hope it stays like that till this weekend, BBQ at Southend! ^________________^ Now I get to wear some of my newly bought summery clothes!

Next week is my 21st Birthday and I still haven't decided for sure where I want to do it =/ Also, I'm planning to do a Birthday hot pot with just family that weekend, so excited! ^^

Going to download some stuff then have an early night; because there is nothing else to do!

Hi peeps, haven't been posting much cause I haven't had much to say, not much going on in my life right about now! Been real busy all week with training at my new job, and generally sleeping when I get back form work because I have to wake up so early in the morning; which some of you will know is really hard for me lol I might do a make up/shopping haul post sometime next week though, just for something to post really, and maybe a few pictures and that. I could post them now seeing as I have nothing to do at the moment, but just feel really lazy, so it can wait =)

I can't believe it's June already yet the weather is still so sh*tty and cold, it's been raining all week which is such a bummer cause I went out and got a few summery clothes and that last week, and I really want to start wearing them soon! lol Me and the bf went to see Night at The Museum 2 last week, it was hilarious as expected, they used some of the jokes from the previous film, but that was ok. Sooo looking forward to TRANSFORMERS 2 >.< It's coming out next week so we've planned to go watch it the week after it comes out, as it won't be too packed and that; everytime I see the trailer I feel like I'm going to burst with excitement LOL Off to bed now with something to read =)